the asshole family .

haha .this post will have alot of words ive not used in other posts .words like "asshole" , "bastard" etcetc . xD!
i hate my uncle .my father's sis's husband .he is such a stupid asshole .
im too lazy to type out why i hate them,so i decided to copypaste what my sis wrote in her blog .she and i share the same thought . :) sisters mah! hehheh.
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from http://www.-celesttmemorriess-.blogspot.com/ , Tuesday, January 16, 2007post
ashes to ashes ..
dust to dust ..life became confusing. it was jus the begining of the year .. and it had aready filled with memories of varioushospitals, false hopes, despair, sorrows and tears .
my grandma had pass away 3days ago ..even thought .. yes , im not tt close with my father side .but as i noe , she dotes me since young .
jus bcos of the fight years ago ..the things they spread outside .i don like them .but hate them ?
i dont .i don hate them .
they are great grandparents .its onli the freaking asshole i hated .he's the freako bastard freak !its so unlucky to have him as a UNCLE !~ SHIT !shame of him . wen i was young . the grandparents was staying together with my father sister .but after years .. wen i was bout 7-8 yrs old .
the asshole chase my grandparents out of their house .and my aunty which is my dad's sister din even talk a word . so my dad as a son .brought them over our house .
i seriously hate him to the core .such a asshole idiot .at the funeral ..he act STUPID .he talk SHIT .
He had aready chased my grandparents out of their hse .my grandparents don even blame him for doing tt but he dont feel any shame, yet stil asked money from my grandparents .
saying tt how poor thing he is .
OMG !` come on la . he have 2 legs ,2 hands ,a brain , mouth ! cant he work ! such a jerk !alright is okay .i cant say anithing . cos my grandparents are willing to .
but .. how can he say such a thing .. asking US(my family) to send my grandpa to old folks home .
he's all alone now !`how can we do such thing ..how will my grandpa feel ?
now grandma is gone , and wanting us to send him to old folks home ?isnt the same as chasing him out .im a human !` i noe how it feel .he wil not ! cos he's a MORON !`
i feel badd for my grandpa .he came down the blk in the morning ..he cried . it's hurts .my mum,dad want bring him back to our hse so tt he'l kip crying .but he doenst wan .he sat on the chair tight and kip say nonono .i asked them let him be . he jus wan to kip grandma accompanied .but stil my dad pulled him up and bring him up .jus a few steps from his chair he cried painfully ..
i cant do anithing . he doesnt bear to leave her .yet we don allow him to accompany .but if we don do this he'll cry non stop .. anything can happen to him anitime .the last day of the funeral .we stopped grandpa from sending grandma off .we are afraid he might faint .tears and tears rolling down from everyone's eyes .4 days had past jus like tt .happen had aready happen .
now all we can do is to takee good care of grandpa .he nidd us .. he nid our care . i hope he wil be able to hang on and continue his life . hoping tt my father side wil not come up to our hse to find my grandpa for money and al .esp tt asshole.if not im gonna be harsh .i don care whatever uncle to me .ever since he chase them out `
he's no longer my uncle and hate him for life ! he'll get his punishment one day .
`god on above, im glad tt she had reachedd ur arms . hope tt god would take care of her as well as my cousin,Angelia ..even thought they are not in world now . but i noe they are in heaven where god wil be with them . the memories they gave me is the most precious ones ,becos this memories are the ONLY thing they left for me .thanks god for sending these angels to me . im glad and im proud to have them as my cousin and grandma . LOVESi have learned that its okay to be sad, and it's okay not to be sad .as i have learned more about life .i have oso come to understand death better .
life is a gift , even throught pain and complexity, i realize tt i cannot and i wil not give up. i will not abandon my identity. i have developed the strength and knowledge to grow and mature. i've learned to respect life .
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lol .my uncle is an asshole .heh. asshole . every word that comes out of his mouth is purely shit .bull shit! pls lor,
he no money pay for the funeral? fine .my family pay everything .all .but what your family AT LEAST can do ,is to help out during the funeral right?help to give drinks to the ppl who come ..clear the table.but 4 of you all just gong gongg sit there,tok to your frens .do nothing .you all not feeling bored ah?!i see you all sit there do nothing,i also see til sian ji bua liao . me and my sis have to help collect the baijin,&&& give ppl drinks &&&clear the tables that are full of guazi,peanuts,drinks ..!then you all just sit down there watch .you tot you watching movie isit! assholes .
hmm ,first day of funeral,i offered baoqiang and baofong sweets .tried to be frenly towards them ,want tok to them etc .but they take the sweets,dint even say thank you .fine .nvm ~ guess we won have the chance to tok .then dont tok loh.!
and you all saw this phrase up there?
"but .. how can he say such a thing .. asking US(my family) to send my grandpa to old folks home . "

wth! this is what i call shits coming out from a stupid bastard asshole mouth ..asshole .asshole .
pls lah! grandma's gone!grandpa&ma very close de leh!24/7 they are tgt ! now grandma 's gone,but at least still got my parents,me and sis right?!not that lonely what.if we send him to old folks home,he will be all alone! maybe the old folks there will befriend with him,but he wont be able to get love from family lor! somemore he tot send him to oldfolks' home no need money huh?he pay la! fcuker.all the vulgarities can fit into him veryveryveryvery nicely.101% .im not scared to scold him like this in here,cos their whole family cant really read .heh!so i can scold tilll i shuang .
he's the person i hate most . yes,hate .cos he is a stupid bastard asshole .
i hate him since young,and this hate will last forever.get that?

once,my grandma(mother-side) said this to my sis ..
if a couple is veryvery close, when one of them pass away,the one who had passed away will pull the other one who is still alive to where he/she is too.hmm .. heaven? my grandparents are christians :)

went to mandai today. to you noe, collest the ashes .
hah.my sis tot the ashes are powder!
when i tell her that box of thing is grandma's bones ,she was like "huh?i tot is powder ?"
xD! no lah!some become ashes le,but still got some which are still solid,the bones .woah.this is my first time touching human bones! the man (kelvin ,or kevin?dunno lah) very pro leh,he noe which are the skull bones,rib,jaw,thigh bones .! so lihai .!he told us this .while cremating the body,they set the fire at 200 degree celcius first .burn the coffin first.then they ste the fire to 1000 degrees celcius.we placed the remains slowly into the pot(?) .then went to the columbarium .xueli jie's at D2-04,and grandma's at D1-01 ,haha .neighbours!when i go visit grandma/xuelijie,i can go visit xuelijie/grandma also .heeeeeeee .last tym xuelijie passwaay that time,also is he help make the ashes thingy also .haha .ohya ,tha time during funeral ,pierre from the marble company came ,let us choose marble,lettering etcetc .then we saw a photo of xueli jie's marble . .
she's the first to use PINK marble for ..err..dunno how to say .the marble with her name engraved on it that one!
first one leh!according to kelvin/kevin . :)
then now ppl follow,go find pink one also .like another person ,just below her. a woman .also use pink marble .!woah.everyone follow le!now pink is a trend for woman .young ones . :))
nice right :)
special!HEH.
anyway,xuelijie's case,so long le,still havent go court.shud sue the freaking customer ,let him go to jail .!not a month or two,but a lifetime!but i think that wont happen?hai.kevin/kelvin tell us to allow reports to interview,report in newspaper,give the police pressure.then will make them settle this case faster.but my aunt just say "no!" when the accident happened 1+ yrs ago,reporters jiu come le,but my aunt just declined to be intyerviewed .hmm .there are pro and cons to be interviewed ,but since my aunt say no ,we shud respect her decision . :D
hmm .while at the columbarium,i saw quite alot of babies .as in ,pass away le lah.sad lah!haihai.some is bornt&passaway on the same day,some is passaway after a few months/days..kinda sad .got one,is twins!i meant,one pass away le,the other one still alive .haihai .so sad .
anyway,toking bout babies let me think of that pregnant lady .i wanted to blog bout that about 2 posts ago .but i forgot .on 13th Jan ,the day my grandma passed awaay,i was at the moruary right?yah .then i saw a police car,inside the police car is err,fridge?they (1police,2undertakers)will send the bodies to SGH.hmm .then i saw 2 corpse being pushed into the car.fridge lah.the first one,is a pregnant lady!omg .so sad ! the baby's still inside lah! :'(
the tummy very big le,i think is 9++ months liao.i think she died during the delievery?i think so .!
so sad leh.he husband must be veryveryvery sad .hai. fated lah,cant blame anyone ..hmm ..then pushe the body so what lah!use alot of force .! hai . R.I.P!
haihaihai .thinking about babies who died when they are born,or is handcapped etc,let me think bout a phrase fom a song ..
"ive never been to me" s.h.e
Sometimes I've been to cryin'
For unborn children
That might have made me complete
But I,I took the sweet life
And never knew
I'd bitter from the sweet

hm .ive never been to me is a nice song ..haha.
woah.today po so long .becos of the big chunk of words i copypasted .haha,i feel like copypasting another thing here.lyrics . xD!
nvm lah,i po just for fun ok?you all dont read alos nvm .cos i just simply love the song .the lyrics also quite meaningful :D "not your average thug " :D wangleehom

i keeps it versatile cause that's my style
from hip-hop to be-bop i been with shorties around the world variety
is just my personality sometimes
i just don't fit in
i see the open doorways but no one wants to let me in
grandma made me understand material things don't make the man
try to find that inner wealth and learn to love yourself
lately it's so hard to find peace of mind
i just got to get away
from the haters and the instigators
the mis-conceivers and the non-believers
people don't believe the hype
'cause leehom ain't no stereotype
no crystale in the tub or
iced out spreewell dubs
i'm really not your average thug
not your average gangster
and i won't be defined by the size of my knot but the state of my mind.
no rolex on my wrist or platinum on my chest
'cause i don't need that shit to impress
but y'all don't get it twisted
i got love for the ghetto
tho i'm not your average thug(feel me)
lord i been around the world
sangin' near and far
people runnin'game all over
judgin' me before we meet when they see me on the street
and they don't noe a damn thing about me
it's a world of jealousy deceit and envy
seems like everybody tryin' to take something from me
grandma made me understand material things don't make the man
so i found the inner wealth and learned to love myself
lately it's so hard to find peace of mind (lately it is so hard)
i just got to get away from the haters and the instigators
there's back-stabbers and money-grabbers, users and abusers
and they all wear smilin' faces
no crystale in the tub or iced out spreewell dubs
i'm really not your average thug
not your average gangster
and i won't be defined by the size of my knot but the state of my mind
no rolex on my wrist or platinum on my chest
'cause i don't need that shit to impress
but y'all don't get it twisted
i got love for the ghetto
tho i'm not your average thug
sometimes i feel like i' gonna snap
and go off up in this piece on somebody
i ain't tryin' to say no names
but i ain't tryin' to play no games
holla if you feel me people
so lift me up in a lonely world that's so unkind
there's back-stabbers and money-grabbers, users and abusers
and they all wear smilin' faces
no crystale in the tub or iced out spreewell dubs
i'm really not your average thug
not your average gangster
and i won't be defined by the size of my knot
but the state of my mind
no rolex on my wrist or platinum on my chest
'cause i don't need that shit to impress
but y'all don't get it twisted
i got love for the ghetto
tho i'm not your average thug

HEH .