going to camp tmr .! :D

hehehehehe .
am going for the nyaa camp tmr!so fast loh .haha,anyway,i had english class today and i left my book at mrs mak's homeroom ..ohshit .
then after eng was physic,only until physics lesson then i found out that i left my bk at mrs mak's room .and so,after physics,i went to mrs mak's rm .LOCKED .haihai .i scared ppl gon take then read lor.is my diary leh.
then recess time,i go the room again .still locked -.-
then i decided to leave it alone lah,after sch see how ..
then i went to band room for band class ..saw mrs mak!heh.
then i told her that i left my bk there.then she ask me follow her to her room .then i say i got band ..then she say nvm,she passed to me the keys then ask me run down .so i chiong lor.then i took my book :) was trying to lock the door lah .anyway,i think the door isn't locked at first leh ..nvm .
then mrs mak came,took the keys back .i said thank you and left .chionged up to band rooom .ahh,damn tired .rushed .set up instru,then played .boring,becos we kip on playing the same note,G . no choice lah,the sec ones here ..haihaihai .luckily 2 hours only ..
then assembly .went to mslu homeroom .the boys v evil can .call ms lu as Mdm Lu/Mrs Ng ..
now mslu still okok,,laughlaugh ,but i think if they go overboard,mslu sure will scold one .
then is they orh be quek lor.
haha .had one hour to rest .cos 2.45pm then fall-in ! :D
crapped around ..then went for band .band was ok,but today's prac hour seems to be longer ..
hmm..i bought the Wan Bao(newspaper) today ,and they are reporting bout Xu Wei Lun again ..then i rmb,they say in her car(the car that crashed .)ot magazine,that the page is flipped to "death note" advertisement .i was like , "so?what has death note have to do with the car crash leh?"but of course,its quite a coincidence lah!
then today they said more bout that .in death note, Light died on 28 Jan . (128) ..same as her .get it?then last time she wrote a diary,named Dan Dan Ri Ji (the diary was published i think ..) on page 128 ,she wrote this ..
"one day when i die , you all must take turns to come visit me,tell me how you all've been doing,chat wif me,sing to me ..i can transform into a lil angel to protect you ."
yeah,something like this .and its page 128 lor.and her death date is 1/28/06 .
is actually 28/1 lah,but in chinese,we always say the month first .. thats too much of a coincidence liao le lor.
anyway,she quite kelian ,she got herself a recording contract on 25/1 ,and was going to sign it on 29/1 .. so sad right .! walau,havent sign,she jiu pass away liao .haihaihai .life's full of unpredictable things .. :((
but I think it's fate lahhhhhhhh .too bad ~

hohohoh .wont be blogging till fri night i think . ok lah,ive got to pack the things for my camp le .zai jian! :D

DONT MISS ME TOO MUCH <3

hmmm .

hmm .
you all noe the Xu Wei Lun,taiwanese actress?

pass away liao .passes away yesterday evening..or night?7.26pm liddat ..
hmm ..wasted sia .
i not her fan lah,but fron the view of a audience,she quite talented sia .
play piano , harp ..and she quite pretty also lor.
then its like ppl will start to say "woah,driver alright,then weilun die " etcetc .woah,same as xuelijie lor.
really wasted .actually ,my mum had bought a set of vcd called "Kuang Ai Long Juan Feng " last time .
she the main actress lah,but i nv watch ..but from the entertaintment shows all these ,can see she's quite hardworking ..
aiya,whatever it is, i just wish that she'll rest in peace lah , but really v wasted can .28 only ..somemore is actress ..haiyo,but she's not as kelian as xuelijie ..22 can! stupid driver! ffffff .
nowadays ah,when i now see/hear/noe someone die,i will be like "huh?really meh.like dont have the feeling that he/she die liao ."dunno leh .its like die le or still alive,the feeling is the same lor.when someone die,you will have the feeling that you will only not be seeing him/her for a long time,but he/she is not dead lahhh .haha .i feel so chimo .

hoho .lets stop toking bout sad stuffs .
today had p.e .omg .run again lehhhhhhh .
;(
204 jinfeng tat whole grp nv wear p.e attire lor, sure is gu yi one .!cannot be so qiao mah,all nv bring today ..luckily after p.e is recess .1heh.super duper tired lor.
hmm,joanne didnt come to sch today,rest well uh?:D
prec also nv come today,and i dont noe why. XD
tonight i must start to pack my stuffs for camp liao .wed leh!and so,i wont be blogging from wed till fri :) dont miss me too much .
im too excited .! aww~
during dnt class today,yingsi and i wasnt listening to mr ong =x
we were all the way toking about the camp,dont sleep in bunk 2, dont shine torch at trees etc .then in ava room,ys keep on saying taht she wants to eat curry puff from old chang keeeee .lolol .
haihaihai .i still dunno which bag should i bring for the camp leh .how ah .
OH-MY-GOD .
look what ive found .freaky ppl on YouTube trying to be famous,by being copycats .



wth lor.THIS VIDEO NOT FUNNY AT ALL .AT ALL! compared to the 2 guy who did the bu de bu ai .lol please .the budebuai makes me laugh my shit out .

but when i saw the nothing to lose ,i was like "what the?!"
they are just lip-singing can!
then i search for another song ..
THE DAY WE FIND LOVE

hey,one of my fave song since young ok?when i was ..in k1 or 2 ..which is 4-5 years old ..young eh?heh.eh,i dnt really listen eng song de leh,so e amount of eng songs that i like,will be very very very little ..4 or 5 only!so this song must be very hournored ..
but its really nice lah! :D
and last time when i see this music video ,i always think that my fren suhaidi(sp?) look like him(the one singing ) but now i see ah,erm .not really lah!lolol.and there's one guy who sings ..erm,not really the lyrics,but just something that makes the song nicer ..
"wu li pa pa" ..?that guy look funny =x
hmm,i really like the voice of the main singer there :)
nicenicenice :D
i want to look for some more songs they sang in youtube ..i typed "911" at the search bar..but im scared later i will be seeing bombings ..
yeah,i clicked search!
haha.and ..the first page of the results was ..yeah,the 9/11 bomb thing ..lolol!
ahhh, found one ..but not really mv lor.is a video full of photos :)

OH,look at this ;


so unclear loh.listen till my ear hurts .
haha .i llok like a fan here .collecting the videos .no lah,im not .i just like the song ONLY :D

hmmm .

alimolaguaguay .!

hellohello :)
hmmmmm .my comp screen de colour ah,like weird weird one de loh .!
nvmnvm . went to am central today,again .saw shiling on 138 ,then saw her and joanne at the new amk hub .
loloo .brought food for my sis ..
anyway,tmr got sch lor.must sleep early and wake up early tmr again .haihaihai~
OHYA .my mother was sweeping the floor today and guess what my dad found on the floor behind the t.v !lizard egg!omg!somemore still got the baby lizard inside lor!but havent really come out lah!

NIMENHAO!

lolol .
i woke up at 1++pm today!
actually is 8++am,then i slept again .cos i too lazy to get out bed liao ..then woke up at 10,then slept,then woke up at 11++ ..then sleep again :) so shuang .sat is the best day every week .can sleep late,can wake up late .
hmm,converted all of my songs in my mp3 form mp3 format to wma .wma also convert,make it smaller in size .then my mp3,from 255mb used,become 76mb used lor!hah .then i go put in afew new songs into it ..then now is 100++ used .. im so happy . :)))
then went to amk central with mummy .bought a pair of shoes .for the camp one . :)))
im such a happy girl today .im a happy banana .
saw ppl i noe,like yokeching , afiqah&fathanah ..
OHYA .i bought a diary too .! i wrote diaries last yr in sch,in class .then i stopped writing since exams started ..decided to start writing again .. its a YELLOW book! :))))))))))))
btw,my fave colou is not yellow .ppl often misunderstood that .tot my fave colour is yellow .no lahhhhh .
but of course,its a colour that i like .not fave! ok ?my fave coour is black and veryveryvery light/pale pink .. pink as in those very light one .like he color of my bag ..the colour is chocolate brown and plae pink .my bag makes me think of a cup of hot chocolate with marshmallows on top of it ..yummmmmmmm .nice lor.
haihaiahaihai ..tmr is sunday!then mon .. :((((( so fast lor.2 days of rest,v fast end one ..luckily the MOE got the Wu Tian Zhi (the 5 days thingy..) ..if not huh,i think i must go to sch for band prac on sat ..like 2-3 yrs ago ..i go for C.O combine prac every sat ,from 8am-12pm .sooooooooo tired lah .weekday C.O pracs are like sectionals ..but we(cello) pracs with ErHu& String Bass .
hai,i miss Mr Wu ..i wonder where he is now ..
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DUNMAN HIGH EXCHANGEEEEEEEEE :DD

heehee .had the exchange today,talk bout that later,shall tok bout today's lesson ..had commomtest in the first lesson!i forgot that,geog ct and history ct is tgt one,then i only study geog lor.then history nv study anything!haihaihai .nvm .slept for quite long as i finished my paper early ..others also ..
geog was ok,becos the qns are easy ..then had DnT ..2 hours !listen to mrtan tok bout streaming ..etcetc .nothing much actually .. xD then RECESSSSS! didnt eat noodles today!
i ate snakes . opps, i meant snacks . lolol .type wrong but im lazy to hit "backshift" ..
then went for history,tcher go thru the slides very fast lor!then i didnt managed to highlight all the points ..
then had maths ..used flexible curve! heh. so fun lah!
i meant the curve ruler .then can make into diff shapes .!
12.45 pm, sch jiu end le,but band starts at 1.15 .erm,as in , 1.15 fall-in .then got 1/2 hour to prepare only!chatted abit and went to toilet ..
changed and went up to band room to set up our instrus .
i feel so sad :( why?becos other ppl's RC's mouth piece caps are shiny .and mine is like shit .errrr,nah~just joking .just not as shiny as theirs .
then yishan ask me pass her my mouthpiece cap to her after band,and she'll clean/wash for me .and i forgot .too late liao!we reached sch at 7++pm! so late .!okok,fall-in and jaffir was unusual today!suddenly become very fierce .
lolol .wdvr.okokokokok :D
then we went up to the bus .got 3 buses .A,B&C .
clarinet section was in bus A tgt with 1 of the stringbass , euphoniums&renchhorns.hmm .the bus was actually quite empty lah .then mslu was in the bus ! hehe .lolol .
reached DUNMAN HIGH! kinda big . i dunno why but i feel that the sch is not as lively as ours .in my opinion! nvmnvm .went to one dunno what place,tuned there.got ppl look lor,so paiseh o.o
then went into their lecture hall .yksb performed first .very scary lor! its like dhsb de clarinetist sure will look ycksb's clarinetist's fungerings de .
then we will feel stressed ..haihaihai,played sunrise first & my heartbeat is fast like siao .then slowly calm down ..my clar got prob lor.!haihaihai.
keep on need to press the pad down -.-then very mafan+paiseh. :(
then played moorish .then dhsb turn to perform .
their sumurai(sp?)is like "woahhhhhhhh" .especially the tbones .! so pro .thruout the whole performance,i was looking mostly at the clarinets,tbones&percussion ..saw on guy from clar,look like CSS de adriano lor.bcos he's v fair, and he wore rectangle shaped frame specs ..lol .then when they play sumurai,there's one bass drum girl huh,her expression look damn focused cancancan!!hmm,GWH band .!no wonder~ lolol .
after both bands performed,we had a 20 mins break ..dhsb clar. section had to bring ycksb clar. section to canteen and interact,etc .dhsb de clar. section ..got one girl quite frendly lor,ok lah,the whole section's quite frendly ..
then went to toilet,then went back to the hall .ycksb played ensembles,and one of it is Pink Panther.then we go snap .so fun lor!hah .then dhsb perform again .then we perform again also .
why must play 2 times?! omytian .but nvm .i shall overcome my fear .!
lolololol! xDDDD
then exchange ended .quite late le loh .then our busA came quite late .. T.T .
then on the bus,i was just sitting behind mslu.then marcus was next to me .toked alot with mslu .sort of gossip session! say who like who,who stead wif who etcetc .this tcher that tcher .. :D
lolol .somemore got traffic jam lor.then we was on the bus for like 45 mins to 1 hour .really chatted alot.and marcus did alot of funy stuff .eg. waving to a cleaner(?) when we are on the bus (still in dunman,near their canteen)and to a gal(outside gate .lol.i think the girls are scared .
haha.i really think tat mslu is a very nice tcher .she chats and jokes with her students,and she's young .and her expressions are kinda funny .lol
xDinteracts with students ..nice :)
then finally reached sch ..7++ liao le lor.
:(packed instru and walked under the rain again .joanne & shiling took taxi home and april had her mum to fetch her.&i had a nice chat with stephanie on bus 269 :)
today's exchange was really a nice experience ..love it :DD
oh,its finally friday .


it was THAT obvious,and i knew it .

Dunman High Sch Exchange .

hehheh .tmr going dunman high sch after sch ..for exchange :D kinda excited..
hmmmmmm .shall po what happened tmr ..
hmm,these few days of band prac,time like fly very fast lor.dunno why.like very fast jiu 5++ liao. xD
i need to repair my clarinet .pads wore out .aiyah,clar got prob jiu shi le..!
dunno when go lor.then i keep on cant play my low notes sometimes ..
like need to press pressdown the 2 pads .haihaihai,so mafan!


lolol .i dunno what to blog le lahhhhh. ok bbye :)))

hehoha :D

hi .
lol .
had band class today! omg . xD!
there's this boy,named thravis(sp?) ..i tot him for a while ..his fingers like not covering the holes lor.then he like very uncomfortale ..very scared like that ..lol .then you noe,our cheeks cannot puff up when we play mah,then he kip on puff .haha .then whenever his cheeks puff up,i will poke it .!lololol .then finally,mrng came and see how they're doing ..then mrng look at me,he say his hands ,tombalek.
CORRECT : left hand on upper joint, right hand on lower joint ..
he opposite lor.then i nv notice! xD
cant believe it !
and i played lacucaracha?dunno the spelling le lah,forget liao ~
can play lor.suddenly feel so pro,becos the sec3s are not around,and the sec ones are ..we play the high notes like "B",they will be like "woahhhhhhhhh~"
hahahahahaha !so shiok :D
after sch had band,and time flies ..like one hour only lor!feel like ..ended at 5.35 like that ..approx ..heh,i managed to give the 15 bucks back to jr .! i placed the money on the timpani,as he was pracing on his timpani bfore band started ..then he wanted to return me,then i run away..he ask terri to give me,i also quickly go into band room ..guess the money is with him now bah .!
then after band went toilet with april,and when i went back to band rm,joanne and shiling's gone!they go liao..so i walked with aprilee . :)
i from sch,walk to market,frm market,walk to my hse .!cause i no coins and my ezlink no $ liao ..so i walk .drinking and lisening to music while walking ..
walau!i hate my comp .so lag lahhhhhhhhh! feel like smashing it ..cant use my sis's laptop,no internet connection
-.- x2!
haihaihai .tmr got pe!omytian,first lesson ..RUNRUNRUNNNNNNNNNNNNNN :(
ee .this post so short . this post is a ai dong gua (shortie)
ok ,bbye everyone .nights ((:

there's band class tmr! :))

hehee .there's band class tmr! :D
haha .last week i nv go for bandclass at all lor.cos i nv go sch ..
lolol .wonder what will mrng do tmr .?
haha .i saw this : ? DAREN.<33333
hah .my junior logging into msn ..lol
hmmmm .
PIC OF THE DAY :

i dunno what to blog about lor,but i suddenly tot of this : CAREER .
mslu was discussing this with my class during TC lesson ..and nicholas was asked to do a presentation about what is his dream carrer ..his was to be a radio dj ..hey,mine too .! as in,feel like being one ..can air my fave song anytime and everytime i want!heh. then wait for ppl to complain me for playing the same old song over and over again before i change a new one ..then can toktoktok whatever i feel like toking ..i think nick will be a good RDJ .but we think he speaks too fast ..lololol .

hmm ..actually i want to do something concerning media .. :D

i finally bought my own polishing cloth! :D

hehehehehehe .
i finally bought my polishing cloth today @ yamaha PS .
:))
met aprilee at 2 ,and went to ps .
went to yamaha,stayed there for quite a while becos i dint noe which cloth to buy lah ..lol
then we found out tat,prec is also at ps!lolol .went to kfc to look for her ..her church frens are there,and got 2 girls,damn frenly .thats gd .. :)
saw one guy who look damn familiar ..i told prec .he say "ya!he last tym from our sch,but now transfer alrdy." now sec4 ..but canot be mah,we last yr come yck,he not there alrdy .then i rmb,i saw him in year 04's yckss year book ..haha .and after a while,while they are leaving,i saw another guy who i had saw before ..Dickson .! (read 23rd dec 2006 post ) the one who shiling ask if he's alighting at cityhall or raffles .(becos he is also going for ssw concert ..)xD! so qiao ..world is so small ,eh , no..shud be singapore is so small ..ok~went to walk arnd ps ,aprilee bought a puremilk shirt ..
then we left ps,and took mrt to my hse :D
watch movie..we watched Cheerleading Queens .thailand show ..gay on de lah,as in Ren Yao .and aprilee very funny lor,keep on say the characters very disgusting ..haha,their actions etctec ..haha .we did not finish the movie lah,cos aprilee is busy lookin at the yearbook ,previous years one .not mine lah,they belong to my sis actually .heh.and we began to laugh at ppl,how funny they look last tym .. xD!
after laughing at our sch mates,we proceeded to laugh at Huang Zhi Wei .rmb him?

lolol ..why laugh at HZW? becos of this :

wth? aprilee saw the pic on the drama series vcd cover im going to lend her ..then she say he got pimples -_- very funny meh?
this is aprilee .. april lee sze min .!siao one,everything also can laugh until her head roll off one .

anyway,so fas leh.tmr is sunday le ..and i still havent do my homework .. =x
compo& maths ..haihaihai.
tmr will be a very busy day for me ..i dont noe what to write for the compo!shit.

i lost 15 bucks today =((((((((((

i lost 15 bucks today =((((((((
haihaihai,lets tok bout that later ..

woke up at 6.55 am when im supposed to wake up at 6.10 and leave my hse at 6.50am .. -_-
dunno lehh,my alarm clock (phone) like nv ring ..or isit ,it DID ring but i went back to slp?dunno lahhhhhhhhh.lolol.
hmm ,rushed to sch,not late!heh.
had common test and some classmates was like"woah,today got come ah haha" .lol
yalor,i got come today!i so long nv come le,got miss me anot?hehehe.
had commontest ..ok lah,finished in around 1/2 an hour..and the other 1/2 hour,slept. xD
ok,ct ended and we went for history ..was toking to marcus bout instrus .heh.i dont noe take which junior leh.i feel like taking * or # ,but i think they are taken .. :(
then went for mathematics .missed 4 days of lessons ,and so,i did not noe what the teacher is tking ..lol.then went for recess .now got 6 ppl sit tgt .the old grp,minus jh. she's with yy. hmm .
ate and went for mothertongue ..read newspaper and saw one article,there's a new online game,what second life or wad .. hmm ,look uninteresting,as the characters appearance are not tha nice ..
http://secondlife.com/

now at the registeration page,and you can choose your own name,but the last name,is you must choose from a list ..i found 2 interesting ones .. Milo , and Moo .HAHAHAHA .
but am not joining the game of course,seesee only :)
okok ,after sch, 1.30 pm jiu fall-in le!had 4.5 hours of drill!i marched wif my instru..tired sia!lg want break liao ..
then after drill,have to pay band fund ..went to my wallet to take 3 bucks ..i found out thjat, my 15 buks are missing ..but my NYAA camp money still there!cannot be ppl steal ..must be i drop it on the floor or something like thast .sad,told yishan,and she told jr,and jr told quraishah .wth.so many ppl noe ..then in the end,elaine and mslu also noe ..then they gave me $15 bucks .wth! siao ah.at first they tell me its their money,they give me ..then when mslu's there,they say it found one .lol .keep on ask me take ..but i cant!how can i anyhow take?! sorry lah,i noe you all band seniors good to me..but i really really cant take the money .i said no alot of times ..then in the end ok le .then when walking to bustop with shiling,joanne&jiarong,dunno who go put the money inside my pocket ..i didnt noe!then i reached my bustop ..my phone's vibrating ..then i want take my phoneout ..saw that $15 .. read my msg :
"lol.check your pocket."
then i replied " -.-"
lolol .then she keep on ask me kip it ..
told jr i will give him back the money on mon ..then he go say "you bai chi(idiot) ah.got monry dowan take .!"
then i keep on ask him don call me baichi.then i tot of this ..and told him ..
"ok loh,take it as i keep the money ..then monday is give you $15 ,if you dont take,you are a baichi.!" heh.
i pro right! :))
ok lah,i noe you all is yi fan hao yi de ..but i really cant take the money ..
really cant .went home and told the whole thing to my mum,she also say cannot take ,must return ..yalor!MUS return! MUSTMUSTMUSTTTTTTTTT! :D
i cannot anyhow take you all de money ..!
but still,thanks lah,ok? :))))))))) maybe going band world or yamaha with aprilee tmr :)

brrrrrrr .

hmm .i missed 4 days of sch alrdy!im going back to sch tmr . hai,im scared ..chinese lesson, mslu always give us notes .then got a few words i dont understand ..i guess she had alrdy explained it to the class ..
anyway,yishan called me just now,tell me that she';s not going to band world this sat ..hmm .and she asked me where's my instru. "at home luh.."
then she say must bring tmr .yahor,tmr drill is wif instru .luckily she reminded me ..if not,tmr my instry. will not be wif me.!haha.thankthanks .
hmmmmmmmmmm .tmr got mathematics commontest! typing and revising my sec1 work now ..tmr got test sec1 probs ..im scared of some sec1 topics ..

drills are scary .have to stand there the whole prac, and stamping our feets like elephants .hmm.. i just can rmb the commands ..i use the end of every command to let me know what steps to take ..
andand ! kenta kaki (left,left,left,right,left)that one,sounds like turkey to me ..
i rmb turkey is to march on the spot,buseng(?duno correct not,agar!agar! la! lol) is to turn .then sediYA is to stand still,at attention ..and senandiRI is at ease ..still got one,but i cant rmb the command ..hmm .
anyway,reading ppl's blogs now..
i love reading ppl's blog :)

not your average thugggggggggg :D

heh.now left only one song on my blog .and its autoplay .not like the previous time,needa click play before the song will start :)
hmmmmmm .i typed the lyrics out in the previous post ..
anyway,i feel like getting a new blogskin,but i just cant find one that i like & nice :(
hmmm ..walau,just now afternoon till night (5++pm to 9++ ) ,i was trying to place the player into my blog .and doing tat took me hours .. sian,comp lag!

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hmmmm .found one skin,quite cute leh..but i scared you all dont like leh.lol .
later i put ,then you all say "eee,not nice" at my tagboard!lol.
here's the link :
http://www.blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=128017&action=Preview

aiyah, nvm .suddenly feel that the skin not nice .lol!nvmnvmnvm! haha.you all no need go see liao .! heh.
ok lah, gtg alrdy ..i want go sleep liao!byebye :D

the asshole family .

haha .this post will have alot of words ive not used in other posts .words like "asshole" , "bastard" etcetc . xD!
i hate my uncle .my father's sis's husband .he is such a stupid asshole .
im too lazy to type out why i hate them,so i decided to copypaste what my sis wrote in her blog .she and i share the same thought . :) sisters mah! hehheh.
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from http://www.-celesttmemorriess-.blogspot.com/ , Tuesday, January 16, 2007post
ashes to ashes ..
dust to dust ..life became confusing. it was jus the begining of the year .. and it had aready filled with memories of varioushospitals, false hopes, despair, sorrows and tears .
my grandma had pass away 3days ago ..even thought .. yes , im not tt close with my father side .but as i noe , she dotes me since young .
jus bcos of the fight years ago ..the things they spread outside .i don like them .but hate them ?
i dont .i don hate them .
they are great grandparents .its onli the freaking asshole i hated .he's the freako bastard freak !its so unlucky to have him as a UNCLE !~ SHIT !shame of him . wen i was young . the grandparents was staying together with my father sister .but after years .. wen i was bout 7-8 yrs old .
the asshole chase my grandparents out of their house .and my aunty which is my dad's sister din even talk a word . so my dad as a son .brought them over our house .
i seriously hate him to the core .such a asshole idiot .at the funeral ..he act STUPID .he talk SHIT .
He had aready chased my grandparents out of their hse .my grandparents don even blame him for doing tt but he dont feel any shame, yet stil asked money from my grandparents .
saying tt how poor thing he is .
OMG !` come on la . he have 2 legs ,2 hands ,a brain , mouth ! cant he work ! such a jerk !alright is okay .i cant say anithing . cos my grandparents are willing to .
but .. how can he say such a thing .. asking US(my family) to send my grandpa to old folks home .
he's all alone now !`how can we do such thing ..how will my grandpa feel ?
now grandma is gone , and wanting us to send him to old folks home ?isnt the same as chasing him out .im a human !` i noe how it feel .he wil not ! cos he's a MORON !`
i feel badd for my grandpa .he came down the blk in the morning ..he cried . it's hurts .my mum,dad want bring him back to our hse so tt he'l kip crying .but he doenst wan .he sat on the chair tight and kip say nonono .i asked them let him be . he jus wan to kip grandma accompanied .but stil my dad pulled him up and bring him up .jus a few steps from his chair he cried painfully ..
i cant do anithing . he doesnt bear to leave her .yet we don allow him to accompany .but if we don do this he'll cry non stop .. anything can happen to him anitime .the last day of the funeral .we stopped grandpa from sending grandma off .we are afraid he might faint .tears and tears rolling down from everyone's eyes .4 days had past jus like tt .happen had aready happen .
now all we can do is to takee good care of grandpa .he nidd us .. he nid our care . i hope he wil be able to hang on and continue his life . hoping tt my father side wil not come up to our hse to find my grandpa for money and al .esp tt asshole.if not im gonna be harsh .i don care whatever uncle to me .ever since he chase them out `
he's no longer my uncle and hate him for life ! he'll get his punishment one day .
`god on above, im glad tt she had reachedd ur arms . hope tt god would take care of her as well as my cousin,Angelia ..even thought they are not in world now . but i noe they are in heaven where god wil be with them . the memories they gave me is the most precious ones ,becos this memories are the ONLY thing they left for me .thanks god for sending these angels to me . im glad and im proud to have them as my cousin and grandma . LOVESi have learned that its okay to be sad, and it's okay not to be sad .as i have learned more about life .i have oso come to understand death better .
life is a gift , even throught pain and complexity, i realize tt i cannot and i wil not give up. i will not abandon my identity. i have developed the strength and knowledge to grow and mature. i've learned to respect life .
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lol .my uncle is an asshole .heh. asshole . every word that comes out of his mouth is purely shit .bull shit! pls lor,
he no money pay for the funeral? fine .my family pay everything .all .but what your family AT LEAST can do ,is to help out during the funeral right?help to give drinks to the ppl who come ..clear the table.but 4 of you all just gong gongg sit there,tok to your frens .do nothing .you all not feeling bored ah?!i see you all sit there do nothing,i also see til sian ji bua liao . me and my sis have to help collect the baijin,&&& give ppl drinks &amp;amp;&&clear the tables that are full of guazi,peanuts,drinks ..!then you all just sit down there watch .you tot you watching movie isit! assholes .
hmm ,first day of funeral,i offered baoqiang and baofong sweets .tried to be frenly towards them ,want tok to them etc .but they take the sweets,dint even say thank you .fine .nvm ~ guess we won have the chance to tok .then dont tok loh.!
and you all saw this phrase up there?
"but .. how can he say such a thing .. asking US(my family) to send my grandpa to old folks home . "

wth! this is what i call shits coming out from a stupid bastard asshole mouth ..asshole .asshole .
pls lah! grandma's gone!grandpa&ma very close de leh!24/7 they are tgt ! now grandma 's gone,but at least still got my parents,me and sis right?!not that lonely what.if we send him to old folks home,he will be all alone! maybe the old folks there will befriend with him,but he wont be able to get love from family lor! somemore he tot send him to oldfolks' home no need money huh?he pay la! fcuker.all the vulgarities can fit into him veryveryveryvery nicely.101% .im not scared to scold him like this in here,cos their whole family cant really read .heh!so i can scold tilll i shuang .
he's the person i hate most . yes,hate .cos he is a stupid bastard asshole .
i hate him since young,and this hate will last forever.get that?

once,my grandma(mother-side) said this to my sis ..
if a couple is veryvery close, when one of them pass away,the one who had passed away will pull the other one who is still alive to where he/she is too.hmm .. heaven? my grandparents are christians :)

went to mandai today. to you noe, collest the ashes .
hah.my sis tot the ashes are powder!
when i tell her that box of thing is grandma's bones ,she was like "huh?i tot is powder ?"
xD! no lah!some become ashes le,but still got some which are still solid,the bones .woah.this is my first time touching human bones! the man (kelvin ,or kevin?dunno lah) very pro leh,he noe which are the skull bones,rib,jaw,thigh bones .! so lihai .!he told us this .while cremating the body,they set the fire at 200 degree celcius first .burn the coffin first.then they ste the fire to 1000 degrees celcius.we placed the remains slowly into the pot(?) .then went to the columbarium .xueli jie's at D2-04,and grandma's at D1-01 ,haha .neighbours!when i go visit grandma/xuelijie,i can go visit xuelijie/grandma also .heeeeeeee .last tym xuelijie passwaay that time,also is he help make the ashes thingy also .haha .ohya ,tha time during funeral ,pierre from the marble company came ,let us choose marble,lettering etcetc .then we saw a photo of xueli jie's marble . .
she's the first to use PINK marble for ..err..dunno how to say .the marble with her name engraved on it that one!
first one leh!according to kelvin/kevin . :)
then now ppl follow,go find pink one also .like another person ,just below her. a woman .also use pink marble .!woah.everyone follow le!now pink is a trend for woman .young ones . :))
nice right :)
special!HEH.
anyway,xuelijie's case,so long le,still havent go court.shud sue the freaking customer ,let him go to jail .!not a month or two,but a lifetime!but i think that wont happen?hai.kevin/kelvin tell us to allow reports to interview,report in newspaper,give the police pressure.then will make them settle this case faster.but my aunt just say "no!" when the accident happened 1+ yrs ago,reporters jiu come le,but my aunt just declined to be intyerviewed .hmm .there are pro and cons to be interviewed ,but since my aunt say no ,we shud respect her decision . :D
hmm .while at the columbarium,i saw quite alot of babies .as in ,pass away le lah.sad lah!haihai.some is bornt&passaway on the same day,some is passaway after a few months/days..kinda sad .got one,is twins!i meant,one pass away le,the other one still alive .haihai .so sad .
anyway,toking bout babies let me think of that pregnant lady .i wanted to blog bout that about 2 posts ago .but i forgot .on 13th Jan ,the day my grandma passed awaay,i was at the moruary right?yah .then i saw a police car,inside the police car is err,fridge?they (1police,2undertakers)will send the bodies to SGH.hmm .then i saw 2 corpse being pushed into the car.fridge lah.the first one,is a pregnant lady!omg .so sad ! the baby's still inside lah! :'(
the tummy very big le,i think is 9++ months liao.i think she died during the delievery?i think so .!
so sad leh.he husband must be veryveryvery sad .hai. fated lah,cant blame anyone ..hmm ..then pushe the body so what lah!use alot of force .! hai . R.I.P!
haihaihai .thinking about babies who died when they are born,or is handcapped etc,let me think bout a phrase fom a song ..
"ive never been to me" s.h.e
Sometimes I've been to cryin'
For unborn children
That might have made me complete
But I,I took the sweet life
And never knew
I'd bitter from the sweet

hm .ive never been to me is a nice song ..haha.
woah.today po so long .becos of the big chunk of words i copypasted .haha,i feel like copypasting another thing here.lyrics . xD!
nvm lah,i po just for fun ok?you all dont read alos nvm .cos i just simply love the song .the lyrics also quite meaningful :D "not your average thug " :D wangleehom

i keeps it versatile cause that's my style
from hip-hop to be-bop i been with shorties around the world variety
is just my personality sometimes
i just don't fit in
i see the open doorways but no one wants to let me in
grandma made me understand material things don't make the man
try to find that inner wealth and learn to love yourself
lately it's so hard to find peace of mind
i just got to get away
from the haters and the instigators
the mis-conceivers and the non-believers
people don't believe the hype
'cause leehom ain't no stereotype
no crystale in the tub or
iced out spreewell dubs
i'm really not your average thug
not your average gangster
and i won't be defined by the size of my knot but the state of my mind.
no rolex on my wrist or platinum on my chest
'cause i don't need that shit to impress
but y'all don't get it twisted
i got love for the ghetto
tho i'm not your average thug(feel me)
lord i been around the world
sangin' near and far
people runnin'game all over
judgin' me before we meet when they see me on the street
and they don't noe a damn thing about me
it's a world of jealousy deceit and envy
seems like everybody tryin' to take something from me
grandma made me understand material things don't make the man
so i found the inner wealth and learned to love myself
lately it's so hard to find peace of mind (lately it is so hard)
i just got to get away from the haters and the instigators
there's back-stabbers and money-grabbers, users and abusers
and they all wear smilin' faces
no crystale in the tub or iced out spreewell dubs
i'm really not your average thug
not your average gangster
and i won't be defined by the size of my knot but the state of my mind
no rolex on my wrist or platinum on my chest
'cause i don't need that shit to impress
but y'all don't get it twisted
i got love for the ghetto
tho i'm not your average thug
sometimes i feel like i' gonna snap
and go off up in this piece on somebody
i ain't tryin' to say no names
but i ain't tryin' to play no games
holla if you feel me people
so lift me up in a lonely world that's so unkind
there's back-stabbers and money-grabbers, users and abusers
and they all wear smilin' faces
no crystale in the tub or iced out spreewell dubs
i'm really not your average thug
not your average gangster
and i won't be defined by the size of my knot
but the state of my mind
no rolex on my wrist or platinum on my chest
'cause i don't need that shit to impress
but y'all don't get it twisted
i got love for the ghetto
tho i'm not your average thug

HEH .

i am back ! :D

hellohello .
am back liao .
hmmmmm .tired sia .but i just ate my lunch&i feel like blogging,so i bloc before i sleep :)
my grandma cremate le ..just noe at mandai ..
ok lah,shall blog ..from 14thjan ..
14th JAN :
went to SGH blk 9 mortuary ..waited and waited,i read that chinese book ms lu distributed to us ..i at there huh,read till left 1 more story to go only lor.pro hor.haha .
hmm .waited for round 2++ or 3++ hours ..then they told us that no autopsy is needed .so we can start to claim her body at 1130 .i think soo .forget le ..
claimed her body,then we took taxi back home ..prepared ..when we reach our blk there,the ppl alrdy started to set up the tent le .haha ,we went home to wait for them to finish setting up the tent..
after a while,we went down ,waited till 2++ or 3++ pm ..then grandma came back ..
hmmmm ,dont look like her,cos when the give her the injection,their body will swell ,then make her face fatter .she is considered as skinny one de lah.haha .hmmm .1st day of the funeral,the time like tortoise like that!past so slow!hah xD
my sis's frens came .. chatted .ohya,i slept and woke up,i bagan to eat alot peanuts .hehheh.
breakfast .haha.
first day nothing much lah,only not alot of ppl ..

15thJAN :
more ppl came ..includ. mcdonald crews ..
hmm .ahbe&joanne also got come :)they bought Katjes Yoghurt gums& Fred Ferkles .heh.my 2 fave! <3
me and joanne started to bully ahbe ..
peanuts!heh




HAHHAHAA .
jieying came :)
woah,more ladylike liao .haha .
ok,i slept again ,on the table .as in my head on the table .then when i woke up,i saw aunty ju!
hmm .i tot her name is joe.i call her aunty joe from young and nobody told me that its not joe,but ju .who cares anyway,the pronounciation still a lil same ..aunty ju changed alot .hmmmmm .longggggg time nv see her le..hah.
aunty ju started to tok bout kimheng&jianliang .(or jianniang?hmm..dunno lah.)
haha .ahhua uncle damn funny can! xDDDD they toktoktok,ahhua uncle keep on repeating himself .then aunty ju very buey tahan.haha.
aunty ju went back at 3++,and my mum called McDelievery .ate then went back home ,took a nap and woke up at 9 ..went back to 602 again .at 12,the mushi came ..prayed and went to mandai crematorium ..hmm ..at service hall,very cold lah!i nv bring jacket.haha .sanged and prayed again.then went to the viewing hall .didnt cry at fist,but once you see the coffin slowly being pushhhed into another place (fire),will automatically ,the tears will come down one.hot one somemore .haha.an anuty behind me gave me a tissue .hah,thanks .
then took bus back to 602 , keowyi went to the coffeeshop to buy food for us ..yumm .then waited for then tent ppl to come ..ohya,this 3days huh,i cant blog even i wanted to ..becos they use the connestion wire to connect to blk 602,so when ppl call my hse no. , we can pick up when we are at 602 .get me?hah.
anyway,i can be santa clause liao .look at the amount of sweets we left .

one whole bag,and i regreted opening 1 pack of fruit plus (one pack got 5 pack inside .) and one pack (one pack got 5 pack inside )of 101 traditional sweet .fruit one de lah.should have opened 2 pack of fruite plus and leave the 2 packs of 101 trad. sweets alone . heh.
tmr i will be at Mandai agin ,pick the remaining ashes ..have to wake up early also ..haihai .haha ,i shall go get some sleep now ..bbye . :D god bless :)

13o1o7 R.I.P

hmmmmm .
hmmmmm .
hmmmmm .
hmmmmm .
hmmmmm .
hmmmmm .
hmmmmm .
hmmmmm .
hmmmmm .
my grandma pass away liao .
as in my dad side one .
hmmmmm .
today morning was ok .
then until afternoon,i was reading a book in my room&eating at the same time .then i hear my parents toking to someone .then i go out seesee .POLICE! wth -.-
they say my grandparents in hospital.then the police say my grandma was unconcious when she reach the hospital.
then we took taxi to hospital ..
at A&E, saw my grandpa in there.like statue like that,sit down there.then we tok to him,he say grandma no more le,but we were not sure at first ..hmmm .
then my mum go in,then she come out again ,say grandma really passaway le ..
then we go to a place,got chair one .i went here before..291oo6 ..the day when my cousin passaway ..
i was holding my grandma's ic .kinda sad ..hmm ..
then went into the mortuary tgt with my dad & grandpa. mum need to settle some stuffs ..
hmmmm .. saw her lying on the bed ..
my grandpa keep on call her lah,keep on go make her face ask her wake up ..haihaihai.
TSS mortuary..old place .went there before and it bought back alot of memories ..memories of xuelijie ..

actually,im not very close to my grandma altho we live under one roof .we see each other everyday,but we do not talk at all .hmm ..maybe 1% close only .from young .i live wif them for round 8-9 yrs alrdy!haha .
but still my grandma what.of course will sad one .cried in the mortuay . a lil bit only,not as much as the other time i cried for xuelijie .keep on cry lor.repeat repeat .
stayed outside the mortuary for 2 hours .eh,no..we extended the time to 2.5 hours ..we left at 8 ..
my aunt they all came .aunt's husband scolded grandpa,i feel like giving him a tight slap on the face and say : "shut up lah!you tot like that scold,ahma will wake ah?!shitass!"
sorry for using "shitass" up there.that's what i feel.haha .me and my sis disliked my aunt's husband (gu-zhang) from young .haha .

my grandma fainted in amk mac .then kena send to hospital.she was unconcious when she reach the hospital .then no heartbeat liao.then they try to revive her.they use the erm..the dunno what thing put at her chest there,then "1,2,3 pump!" that one!like do cpr that one?yayaya,that thign .hah.
heartbeat came back for a while,then no heartbeat again .no more liao .no moe liao .she pass away liao .
yesterday night she feel uncomfortable alrdy ..then this morning still go out .then thing happened .

hmm ..tmr jiu funeral le.
cant make the funeral at my blk .have to make it at the next blk,cos my blk downstairs ,got another funeral ..
haha .
hmm ..very sad,this yr cant celebrate cny le .my grandma(mum side ) worse,only got her 2 sons and 1 daughter accompany her.only the 3!3!no wifes & not married what.
hmm,why 3?cos my the other 2 aunts,had a funeral not long ago .so, hey all +us all cant celebrate .
hai,i wont be like you all,go here go there buy all these new year things le..like red packet,biscuit ...but nvm,no choice mah.also no angpow . lol
but nvm nvm nvm nvm nvm !no choice!lol
tmr early morning i have to go SGH .go get her body.but maybe she need to get an autopsy..hmm ..
but anyway,from tmr onwards,i will not be online/blogging ..cos of the funeral ..maybe i can when i come up to wash up ,on the comp for a lil while ..blog a lil bit of thigs ..but most probably,i will not ..
will be busy..ohya,will not be in sch too .
hmm ..dunno what to blog ..haihaihai.

damn tired lah.

haihaihai .today no sectional ,but got the drill thingy .very tired lah!
ran 3 rounds and did 8 push ups .that nvm lah,its the drill that is tiring .keep on stomp our feets . -.- bleahhhhhhhhh .
very what lor! but anyway april nv come to sch today .
haha.i dont feel like blogging actually..
but i sahll tell you,my sis got herself a new phone :))
ok,bbye.
ITS FINALLY FRIDAY ,
FRIDAY IS GOD .heh,jking.

damn tired lah.

happy birthday ahbra :)

hmm ..yesterday was th 10th ..and ahbra's bdae!ok lah,april (:
dint blog yesterday cos im tired and i went to sleep without playing the comp at all ..so , shall blog bout yesterday&today.yesterday first .

hmm ..april's bdae! :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY APRIL ! <3
hee .yingsi never come to sch .butbutbut ,she came to sch (waited outside) ..becos we want celebrate ahbra's bdae ..hee .hmm ..she wait for quite long!cos she went reach sch one hour earlier than the dismissal time -.- hah .
anyway,had our very first civics lesson with mrrumi .woahhh. quite scary cos we all like scared he catch us for our hair,socks etc. but he didnt! :) but overall,he quite funny .heh.
had p.e!OMG! 1/2 hour of torture .

after sch,went outside of sch .saw yingsi .tgt with joanne,shiling &april .
so, fve of us :)
while walking to aprilee hse,we passed by a carpark.infront of us,was 6 red cars!lol


went to april hse first,they played cards .played taidi ..i dunno how to play,so i read april's mags .haha
hmm ..we very bored lor.then we decided to get out of the hse .go somewhere else .and so,we left the hse .
april say she want treat us eat leh!so good :)
hmm,walked to yck interchange .took 13 to j8! toked alot on the bus ..
haha .reached there,we decided to eat at Pastamania :DD
me,shiling&me ate baked rice .aprilee&yingsi ate pasta .hmm .deliciousssssss .
while at the counter(me&april),yingsi,joanne&shiling went to breadtalk secretly .they bluff april say they go toilet .they go buy cake!hehe.then when they come back,they scared april will see the cake .so the only way is,dont let april turn around .so me and yingsi stand next to her,each on her left and right.keep on ask her look at the menu .."you see you see!" xDD
haha.then we went back to the table .the cake's in my bag.heh .
ate ate ate .i eat the fastes lor. :D
then i go say "later we sing happy birthday song for you hor,we sing loud loud ."
"dont want lah.."
"no cake,sing for what?"
then i took out the cake.she kinda surprised :)
then we started singing ..loud lah,then the workers in Pas. clap lor.!
haha .shops say "pls do not bring outside food,blahblah"..
but nvm hor?cake only .birthday leh.
hmm .went to take neoprint .
aprilee pay 6 bucks lor!then 4 of us pay $1 each ..

this is the second time 5 of us took neo tgt.but sad lah,prec's not around :)
prec ahhhhhh.why dint you come along?!
haha.then went to walk around j8 ..went to minitoons ..i bought that sweet again :)
shiling took taxi back,and she longbanged joanne as well .so me,aprile&yingsi took bus home ..
crapped alot on the bus .the whole bus was looking at us ..laughing damn loud ..and i ate my sweet in a disgusting way,i saw everybody was looking and i say "?! everybody looking at me!dont eat liao."haha .took 13 to opposite ajc and took 269 home .
MEMORABLE&HAPPY DAY .thanks to my haopengyous .
maybe , what i thought was correct ..

today :)
nothing special in class today.
had 2 hours of english,and our veryvery first lesson of lit with Mrs P. Lim .
the lesson was quite alright lah,but neelesh got kind of scolded before the lesson started .
but she also quite fun lor.
anyway,there's FRIED CHICKEN in sch today .(heard that,sis?)
heh.had band after sch .i seriously feel that band pracs nowadays are quite nice..as in,time passes veryvery quickly ..
hmm ..actually tmr is mrng's bdae .so we clelebrated i today :)
very funny lo,mslu and another one teacher was in the storeroom ,trying to light the candles up .then they off the lights mah.then when the candles are lit,its very obvious!haha
okok,prac ended and we said "thank you mr ng and alumnis ." then we nv sit down .then mrng still in the band room,toking to mithchell&alvin .then elaine say"band,tmr wear p.e atire,fall in at 2pm ." then she see mslu so long le,still havent ok,she jiu repeat her sentence .very funny can! xD .
then mrng leaving alrdy.hongki go to the door there,try to stop mrng,keep on toking to him .hah.
then elain see the storeroom got light (candles),she quickly try to cover! with her hands and noticeboard!lol!hongki so funny and cute lor.! my senior!heh.then mslu went in wif the cake (:
gave mrng present and ..the eupho. section gave mrng 2 towels as present .one is doreamon,and another is spider man .lol!
hmm ..get to eat the cake ..hehe.
then we were dismissed .wanted to take my clar. back home but,its raining!very dangerous .later get wet how?! lol .waited outside general office ,for the rain to turn smaller .waited for bout 15 mins?yeah.then walked in the rain .got myself TOTALLY wet!
my hair's so noodlely.heh.reached home,ate and bath.and now,blogging ..
hah.
HAPPY BDAE MR NG! :)

ohya,still got some photos .

aaron .while at the bustop .he looked like a sotong in this pic!(to me .!)

sec1 band :)

lily&sunflower


8 jan was xueli jie's bdae ..happybdae ji! <3
wanted to buy lilies for her at first ..but in the end,we bought sunflower instead of lilies .
hmm,on the 8th,ive got sch!walau,cannot go mandai visit her.stupid .i very long never go le leh.kinda miss ..haihaihai .
it've been 1 yr & 2 months ++ you've left us,and we really really miss you alot ..

tmr got drill .wth .sure do push ups one?wish not lah..
hmm ..now quite cold lor.!ok,night everybdy :)
loves .

heh.saw my juniors today (:

HAHAH .today's po de font so big . =x
had 3 hours of band class today ..hah.tok bout that later.have very little time to blog today lah!thinking of poing a longggggggg post today,but i guess i cant cos i WANT to sleep at 10 .10pm SHARPUU!!
xD
hmm ..firstlesson was p.e.. listen to the teachers tok again ..tmr got p.e again lor.and mr sive say tmr will start to run,all the napfa training etc. ;( hate that! fffffffff.
hah,then hadenglish lesson ..new grping,a grp of 4 girls .every grp has the same gender .. everygrp is either all girls r boys .then we hav to from a sentence using "writer,worms,wetmarket,watermelo ..so my grp created this ..
" the writer went to the wetmarket to buy some watermelon to feed his worm " yeh,something like that .xpp.
haha .then had recess ..yingsi not feeling well ..haihaihai. xD
then had band!3 hours ..! mrng assign instrus to the secones liao.my juniors are .. Klarice,Erica,YeeTing,Jonas,Zac(sp?)Thravis(sp?)Royce (hey!i memorise one de loh!not frm paper or what hor! :) )..wow.break reord le loh.soooo many boys .more than girls somemore .!then xiaoming ( xD!) damn happy .cos our batch,he is the only boy.in abigail's batch,none are boys .clarinet section,minus the secones,only marcus .so ,he is the only guy! lol.Jonas let me think of my pri sch fren,also named onas,and i call hin Jo-Neh-Neh .xDD
then mrng ask us to bond with the secones .!wheeeeeeeeee .! heh,ok lah,they all ..quite cute ..but yeeting very very extremely quite .hmm,got them in introduce themselves ..then our (sec2) turn ..when i say my name,they was like "huh?" haha.then i explained to them like this :
"you noe winnie the pooh?"
"yah.."
"winnie,from the winniethepooh,then you add a fred behind . F-R-E-D "
"ohhhhhhhhhhh "
haha.anyway,jonas's samuel's (senior)cousin .haha
then the thravis is jonas's cousin .so,the relattive relationship is just like me and the mix!heheheheh. xD (read 03Jan 's post)
haha.then had P4C .ah,nothing to say.but was really tired lah,want to rest my head on the table and,sleepppppppppppp .
then went for lunch .i nv eat during recess lor.! then i eat noodles :)
then aprilee&joanne go toilet,left me and yingsi and me .then shiling came ..yingsi went home ..then we saw samuel ..then shiling go ask him sit with us!lol .say what he alone very kelian .then he reply "my frens are coming .."
haha.
hmm .then full band started ..got a few secones came ..seesee.. 5 of them?hmm ..includ. Jonas ..(samuel's cousin)then hongki started asking him if he now our name ..he named one by one,and hongki suddenly intro herself .."im leonard" damn funny llah! xDDDDDDDDDD
Jonassat beside me ..hmm ..from the start of prac till 5pm,the brass section had sectionals and the woodwind are in the band room ..cos mrng want to tidy up our playing ..hmm ..then when we play Sunrise,mrng say something good ..say something good bout the clarinet ..hehs! and he told samuel something about the fri sectional ..couldnt rmb what he said ..but it's something good .at least our efforts had not gone down the drain ! :)))
damn happy .heeeeee .then played Moorish.then the brass came in ..

Jonas damn cute lah!i was playing with him sometime thru the prac ..
he very tanned ..then i tell him,"eh,you quite tanned huh?"
" i swim mah."
"oh.i also very black .you see..?" (shows him my arm,with my jacket on WITH my BLACK jacket .."woah,my hand's black!)
"haha"
"no lah no lah," (shows him my real arm,which are fairer then his by alotalotalot .)haha.
then throughout the prac,i scared him 3 times ..1st time,i suddenly "buhhh! "
then he tio scared ."argh!"
then after a while,i " buhhh! " him again .
he nv react lor,just look at me ." hai,mission failed :((
third time, i "buhhh!" him again . xDDDDD
and he "arrgh! "
heehee .mission accomplished .heh.
quite fun lah,him .
i look forward attending sectionals with those cute lil' ones. :)

hmm ..but i hear from june,mrng maybe switching one girl from my section,to basoon.then one from basson,come here .haihaihai,our ganqing soooo deep le, then say want change?!(although we've only officially known each other for one day ..) haihaihai .so sad ..!
anyway,there's p.e tmr . RUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN! x(
hai .i did not manage to sleep at 10 sharp!its 10.15 now! :(( bye then .

RC clarinet ! :)

heheeeeeeeeee.
hmm ..went to sch today with a ultra heavy bag + clarinet .. heh.somemore on bus i cant sit beside shiling ..dcos got one aunty go sit :(
nvm lah,passed my files to shiling ask her help me take ..
thanks ah ((:
heh,reached sch and ..had bio as our first lesson ..follwed by maths ..then mothertongue ..mslu not in sch ..so we all go relief room .for today,we spent 2.5 hours in the relief rm ..2 hours of mt,and half hour of tc ..
hmm.me and joanne keep on make the "tik tik tak,bom bom bak "sound ..cos i told her abouth totoro ..got 2 smaller longmao,walk,then make the sound,and when the saw Ci Zi following them,then went faster.so cute!
actually need write compo de ..the topic was kind of ..erm,hard?as in very difficult to think of what to write ..after 1 hour in the relief rm,we had recess ..
i bought another set of pe attire ..and jo bought one pair of shorts too ..ate ,eh,today we very late le,still havent eat finish loh.cos we bought our food quite late ..after recess,went to relief room again ..slacked there..nothing to do as we are not doing our compo =x
then had physics .mrs goh.she like damn organised lor.and i became the what cleanliness blah blah?need to walk down the row to see if the tables are clean&dry and stools are in .lol!how do i see if the stools are in nicely when my classmate's butts are still on the stool?
LOL la! xDD
haha.then had geo.the tcher damn boring one lah!haha.then the make up ..erm .hahs!
then tc,went to relief room .hmm ..
sectional starts at 3.30pm ..went to canteen with shiling&joanne .ate and i got put chilli in my noodles lor!for those who dont noe,i dont eat chilli.dont dare eat!hot leh! xD
3.30,sectional started ..yishan gave me vanessa's RC! heh! and my e13 give jinhui ..i had merely took that e13 for less than 4 days ..samuel took the sectional ..i am able to blow 16 counts in one breathe continuously for 4-5 times ..i guess this time its easier cos we are playing one same note in that 16 counts ..hah.
ok lah,today sectional ended early ..ended at 5 .walked with april to her hse here cos i want to photocopy sunrise ..hmm .reached the bustop,saw goldie and dunnowho.toked abit ..

hehehe .im eating my fave cereal,Oh's! now! :))

deathnote2

watched deathnote2 with april .
i somehow feel that deathnote2 isnt as interesting&exciting as deathnote1 .but nice in overall :)
so sad,both light&L died .but at least L is die peacefully de loh.no need suffer the pain of heart attack .haha
saw aprilee at 4.5o when we are supposed to meet at 4.3o.haha .heng still got tix. heh.
i bought $4 worth of sweets at minitoon!LOL ,becos got one type of new sweets,very heavy!its like liqourice lah,with powder like feeling inside ..
hmm ..the movie lasted for 2.5hours ..so long lah!LOL .
after movie,walked around in j8 ,for a short while only ..
april keep on deleting her smses in her phone!hahs.
i wanted to take bus home,and aprile was like,
aprilee: take bus 45cents leh.mrt 30 cents only .!
me: hmm.
aprilee: must take 2 buses right,is 90 cents leh.then if we take mrt then bus,its only 75 cents.!
me : woah! really ah.really ah.lets go.

took bus . heh!13,then 269 .
hmm ..i seriously dunno what to blog alrdy..
OHYA.im really quite excited for next week's tuesday de band class!cos mrng will assign instrument to the new secones!hehehehe.
anyway,april's bdae's coming! :)

deathnote2

hmm ..going to j8 with aprilee later to watch deathnote2 .i noe we're quite late lah.
but nvm~
hmm ..havent really set a time to meet her yet.
hmm ..but shud be late afternoon ..

i watched TOTORO!

finally,finally&finally,i get to watch Totoro again .! finally man.i waited for more than a week becos sotong keep on forgetting to bring it to sch .shall not call him sotong anymore.since he REMEMBER today (: hehe.
okok,i tok anout today when im in sch first ok? :)
woke up at 6..was pretty tired lah,decided to slp for another 10 mins ,since every other day that i woke up at 6,i will be fully prepared 10-15 mins before the time i need to leave my hse which is 6.5o ..waste time!so i slept for another 1o more mins .. ((: eh,prepared and went to sch ..
at the netball court..the music started to play,again .listen till sian le loh.from last yr till now ..but nvm lah,the songs are quite nice ..hmm..had commomtest in the first lesson..ok lah,not easy,not hard.
after ct,went for P.E!never do anything loh.just sit down there listen to mr edison,siva,ms heng&low .hmm ..they toked bout the NYAA camp!kinda excited for it..but im scared,we might not be able to go since there's band ..hmm .i want go leh.like very fun like that.if this yr never go,have to wait till next yr alrdy.go with this year's sec one .. hai.then me and jo will not be with yingsi. aiyo.
after P.E ,we had bio .new tcher!mdm soo .hmm,she toktoktoked,luckily i nv bring textbk to sch today :D
then recessssssssssss!heheeeee .ate and these 2 days,i keep on cutting marcus's Queue xD
ladies first mah. xDDDDDDDDDDDDD
haha.ate and went for chinese lessons ..change sitting arrangement liao.(opps .mslu say cannot use liao!must use le! ok loh, le!)i sat with boon hock.eh,i brought the wrong book to sch today. brought 2B instead of A. -.-
shared with boonhock.
hmm,today's lesson was anout
promethus(sp?),who sacrifice himselp for the sake of others and he was being hang onto the cliff,being eaten by ..birds?yeah?dunno lah,then the story ended with
promethus in the obituary.no lah,just kidding .they just say that he died .then mslu say she read the story in another version,
promethusdid not die,he just have to bear with the pain forever.then we was like,"
promethus's flesh will not finish one meh?"the ms lu say "maybe it will just grow back continuously." then marcus say "the birds will die becos they eat too much ." something like that.
hahaha.2 hours of MT. shiok.hehe
mt was the last lesson lah..so..went for lunch after that..2 pm fall in .(got band lah!sectional)sectional was freaky from starting till 4++ .eileen & samuel took us ..played Major scales..and it was like,we have to play 16 counts in one breathe.for the 1st time,i can..but from the 2nd scale onwards,i cant help it but breathe when im not supposed to.. really very tired loh.can feel a slight pain in my chest :( and we drank alot of water. marcus refilled his water bottle,and i drank around half of the whole bottle.freaky lah!LOL.then have to go refill .lol .eileen's RC was given to jocelyn ..and jocelyn's e13 ,give me loh. heh . :D
it was much heavier then my old one,the bundy,but when it is in the case,its lighter compared the bundy(in the case )..and joanne changed her trombone too! i helped her to carry her trombone from sch to the bustop.it was twice as heavy as her old tbone lah!but still can manage ..
ok lah,shall end with this sentence that Xiao Ming wants me to end with..
MARCUS ROX.
LOLOLOLOLOLOL!

p.s : xiaoming is marcus tay yong ern -.-
changing his name is his new yr resolution ..
eh xiaoming,really ah?

band class ..

mm .. my bag today so heavy lah! ;(
inside my bag got : geography textbook,history textbook,2 exercise bks,pencilcase &&& my sweater(for band)i think it the sweater that makes my bag sooooooo heavy.and on my hands,i have : CLARINET,2files and maths textbook .walau,luckily now english lesson no need textbook,if not,i think today i will not be in sch,i will faint on the streets..

today we had band class and ..only left us(sec2) and the new batch of secones .feel odd without the sec3s around ..nv nv play anything,but jjust introduction of the secones,etc etc.ok lah,the sec ones .mrng say he next week (tues) then wil assign instrument to the secones ..
i joined the band in march,and so,i didnt intro and etc. if i tell mrng that i played the cello(last yr),i might not be in clarinet,but in double bass?hmm..maybe~
but i hear mr ng say that he is going to put Cello into the band .and harp!wow.i wud like to play the cello ..but i wonder if i can change ..have to relearn everything again,as in the notes.cos clar. is treble clef & cello is bass clef.
i kind of miss cello :( and wu lao shi(mr wu!wonder how's he doing now..)
anyway,today had english lessons after band ..
was in mrs mak's class and beside me was marcus ..infront of us is another 2 guys.
had to form into grps of 4 to do something..
so 4 of us loh.
we have to start from the word "thailand"and branch out alot other things ..some interesing ones are..(all marcus's ideas lor.im just the recorder ..

PEOPLE
- sex change(?!)
- gay
-lesbian
-ahgua
ENTERTAINMENT
- gay shows
-kickboxing -very violent -ppl die -very sad
LIFE - pathetic
-hardship

DRESSING
- Gold ring around neck - siao(as in,crazy)
-Colourful ugly clothes

so what luh.so,since is marcus think one,he shall present it to the whole class .woah.thru the visualiser leh!to the whole class..i keep on laughing lor.laugh till my stomach damn pain! LOL
OHYA.you noe all these long neck tribe?

scary loh.but now i noe,appearance of a longer neck is a visual illusion. The weight of the rings pushes down the collar bone, as well as the upper ribs, to such an angle that the collar bone actually appears to be a part of the neck!woahhhhhhhhh. i last time tot its the they force the neck (by pulling?or what?)to becomw longerrrrrrrr.
and ...
The most common explanation of why they do that, is because that an extra-long neck is considered a sign of great beauty and wealth and that it will attract a better husband. Adultery, though, is said to be punished by removal of the rings. In this case, since the neck muscles will have been severely weakened by years of not supporting the neck, a woman must spend the rest of her life lying down. According to Paul and Elaine Lewis in Peoples of The Golden Triangle, adultery and divorce among all Karen groups is extremely low.

ahaha.
after english,had tc.went to mslu'shomeroom .election for class commitee ..i nominated joanne ..and she got the place for vice chairman! ((:
okok ,after tc went to the canteen for lunch.today got fried chix lor.hope my sis's reading this..she'll be like "hwmph!nv buy for me "
haha xD
had band ..band was quite alright today.not that cold cos my sweater's very thick .goodddddddd.but still,my hands froze!lolol .
band wa dismissed at around .. 6.15?yipps .mr ng says that he wants every clarinetist in syf to get an RC clarinet.and im going to get that :) hehehe .
hmm ..i feel that i blogs quite alot .(: almost everyday .. (:

add on!

haha.decided to create another brand new post instead of editting the previous one ..
hmm..got one new girl come our class ..and farhan left YCK and went to queensway sec ):
so,our class still have 40 pupils .no difference .
anyway,the previous 2 public holiday,xmas & new year,i go funeral loh.but new year,i nv go to the funeral on o1o1o7 ,but on o2o1o7 .
so sad la,my relative passed away on new year day!so,i went to his funeral yesterday .saw a guy, who is a mixed!canadian+chinese .he's my cousin's cousin .so,we are still considered relatives!BUAHAHAHA!long distance one de lah..but nvm,still relative what.hehee.at firsti saw him,i tot he is PURE chinese ,but just look like angmoh only,just like Huang Zhi Wei from Rose.

then i tell my mummy&sis mah.then my mum tell us that he is a mix .no wonder lah! chey~
then when he come to our table to give us the drinks..he give alot mah.then we was like "enuf!'
him: "enuf?"
he tok till so funny lah!got that accent in his voice!then after he walk away,me and my sis keep on joke bout how he speaks ..lol!
so funny lah! xDD
anyway,The Rose is nice .one of my fave drama series (: nice storyline!hee.

CAST
Ella Chen: Zheng Bai He
Jerry Huang: Han Jin
Brian Zheng: Han Kui
Lu Ming Jun: Han Fu Rong
Ye Tong: Han Li
Selina: Qin

Bai He (Ella) is a chubby and plain-looking girl and the story starts with her being dumped by her boyfriend for a prettier girl. When she returns home, she finds that her grandmother has passed away. This portion is especially sad, when Ella reads a letter left by her grandmother. From the letter, she finds out that her mother, who abandoned her when she was young, is actually Han Li (Ye Tong), a famous and beautiful actress.
Thus, Bai He sets out to look for her mother; armed with some sort of a document that proves that she is really Han Li's daughter. As she is struggling with her bags along the slope that leads to Han Li's house, she meets this guy who is extremely aloof and refuses to help her. When she finally reaches the house, she is surprised to find the guy entering it.
It turns out that he is her half-brother Han Jin (Jerry Huang). In that family, there are three siblings, whose fathers are all different. Fu Rong (Lu Ming Jun) is the eldest daughter, followed by Jin, then Kui (Brian Zheng). Their names all represent flowers, and they are all blessed with good looks. Thus they are doubtful when Bai He claims to be their sibling, until she produces the document. There is a funny moment here when Kui whips out a baseball bat to threaten Bai He.
When Han Li returns, she allowed Bai He to stay, but she treats Bai He like a maid. She also does a very shocking thing by cutting away Bai He's long hair.
The Han family is made up of very weird people. Fu Rong is the cold, distant beauty who stays at home everyday. She is also an observant person. Jin is cold towards Bai He, but when he's drunk, he becomes very gentle towards her, and has the habit of going to her room at night to sleep next to her. Kui is like a childish mischievous kid, and he has a crush on his brother Jin.(eee.gay!)
But as Bai He stays with them, they all learn to accept her as part of the family. One day, Bai He finds out that Han Li is actually not her real mother. Her mother is actually Han Li's best friend. Another shocking revelation is that although she is not related to Jin and Fu Rong, she is related to Kui. That is because Bai He and Kui share the same father. Han Li had an affair with her best friend's boyfriend, who is Bai He's father, while married to her fourth husband.
Kui is extremely upset when he found out, because he has started to develop feelings for Bai He, and he does not wish to be related to her. They also do not tell Jin the truth, as they are worried that he would not be able to accept it. Bai He is the only one who has been able to bring back a little warmth to him, ever since his girlfriend, Qin (Selina) died. If Jin finds out that Bai He isn't his sister, he will ignore her, and sink back to depression.
Thus begins a triangle relationship. Bai He likes Jin, while Kui likes Bai He. Jin has feelings for Bai He, but he doesn't admit it, and keeps saying that Bai He is only his sister.
There are many things that happen in between, which is going to be extremely long to write, so I'll leave it to you all to watch the show.
But in the end, Jin finds out the truth, and finally admits his feelings. Bai He and Jin also begin a relationship, But that doesn't mean that is the end of their problems. They face opposition from Han Li, but fortunately, in the end everything works out.

ehhhhhhhh. i needa go bath alrdy!heeee .bbye
ohya.my sis borrowed Full House from benson.quite nice lah! haha.

i seriously think that Korean / Taiwanese drama series are wayyyyyyyyyy nicer than Japanese ones .in my opinion!me and my sis kip on laughing at Rain becos he look damn stupid when he smiles,and when he try to deny something that he did .lol!example when he wait for Zhi En,then Zhi En ask him if he's waiting for her,then he was like" what?where got?i never wait for you lah!" xDDDDDDD
P.S :i think the stairs in Full House damn nice &cool lah! ((:

and the thing i like but Full Hse (the house) is,it is veryveryvery close to the beach!a house by the beach!wow!

walau,i jealous alrdy.

first day in sch(2oo7) ! :)

ahhhhhhh.
today was the first day of sch in 2oo7 .!hehe .finally i get to see all the sec ones :)
eh,MOST of my subjects change tchers lor.only Mother Tongue,DnT&Mathematics still the same,mslu,mrtan/ong&mswong (:
geog change to Mrs Tai(new tcher),Physics change to mrs goh(?),lit change to mrs P Lim,bio change to Mdm soo(?), english change to mrs mak (!)and civics ..change to mr rumiiiiiii! omg.scared sia.
anyway,reached sch at 7?yeah.as normal,took the same bus as shiling ..
looked at the borad,bout the banding of english class..im going to 20A! same class as aprilee,jiahui,esther,sabrina,marcus,jianwei,neelesh..erm,still got who ah.i forget alrdy(frm my class.)nvm~
went to netball court .
i observed the secones,and here are some hings i see ..(not EVERY secones hor!)

1. skirts length acceptable(90%)
2. skirt length short(10%)
3. high socks(65%) - (6 cm above ankle)
4. socks that are around 2cm above ankles .(25%)
5. ankle socks(10%)

hehe.joanne say the new secones like all guaiguai de .yala,now only..a few months later,the girl's skirt length that are acceptable will drop to 85% liao le loh.really what.then there will be no high socks(high socks = around 6cm above ankle)..only lef ankle socks or socks that are ,at the most 2 cm above ankle ..

hmms ..assembly time,mr gopal said something and the whole sch laughed .

mrgopal: you had come to the best sch!

sch: hahahahahahahahahahaha xD

hmm..first 2 lessons ,went to mslu homeroom for TC!mslu is still our TC!but maybe for the first 2 weeks nia .maybe the third week,will change.maybe only lah.hmm,mslu toked abit,gave out timetable and let us have interaction time (: watched movie,Im not stupid Too.damn what lor.the part bout the Jack Neo saying the "lame" at the resturant that one.then after watching,me and jo joked bout that the whole day! lol .lame .lala.then it was recess.i ate GuoTiaoGan!wanted to eat chicken+sushi(tuna)but the sushi only got crabmeat one!~!#$%&^*()!

so i ordered chicken+egg instead .nice lah! :)then went for DnT .slept!(after doing my work lah!i very guai one.)but actually,i feel quite energized the whole day .nv yawn AT ALL.even though,i slept at 2++ or 3++ yesterday night.dunno why i cant slp yeesterday night..not becos sch is starting,but i just cant fall asleep.i feel as if i was awake the whole night! -.-

hmm ..then had maths & history.nv study of course .chatted in the 2 lessons ((:

hmm..after sch went to bandroom..slacked ..nth to do mah.after a while,elaine ask us all leave band room ..cos the secones are coming over.mrsotong,keep on saying " qu chi leh! / yao bu yao qu chi? "

( qu chi leh! / yao bu yao qu chi? " = "go eat leh. / want go eat anot?")from 2++ till 4++.lol!anyway,we stayed in the band store room ..watch the sec ones .so many luh! too much i guess.the chairs arent enuf for the secones,TWO ( :D ) threes&fours to sit! xD37 of them lor.last yr(my batch),only got round 20++ to 30 secones lor.aiyah,nvm lah,they sit on the comfortable floor ! :)i am too kind for words alrdy.

then the secones kip on looking at the storeroom,look at us.we must have been quite a disturbance to them lah!arvind&jonathan keep on playing their instru,TUBA& TBONE somemore ..so loud lor.i think mslu is quite pissed .like angry lor.haha.then after the secones left,we (me,shiling,joanne,sotong,jonathan,yishan ) went back to the bandroom .fooled arund in the band rm .lol .mmmmm..then i went to the opposite de bubbletea shop drink & eat lo! hehe.so nice .you noe hor.MOST shops,they blend all those drinks in the blender right.when they pour into the cup,got leftover,they will pour away into the baisin/dustbin one right?but that girl in that shop,she see still got,she jiu ask me drink some frm the cup,then pour the leftover into my cup lor.so gd! not like other shops,they rather waste ,throw away the extra into the dustbin ,then to give it to the customer.

haha.but anyway,i did not finish the whole cup,but whatwever la,the shop assistance left a good impression on me/with me/on her/with her? dunno lah.anything lah! xDD

OHYA.tmr got band class & band prac lor!